Why am I here?
Why am I thinking they should be different?
Why am I thinking I should be different?
Why am I thinking I should be like them?
Why am I thinking that they are thinking I should be like them?
Why am I thinking this seems weird to them?
Why am I thinking that being weird is weird?
Why am I thinking that if I am different, I don't fit?
Why am I thinking that if I am different, I am not supposed to be here — or supposed to be somewhere else?